Competitive presence leads to major milestone for Jensen

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I was a helmet thrower.

A bat tosser.

I’ve always a small amount Carlos Zambrano in me.

And, when I un-plucked each one angrily, the fingers of no batting glove were free of peril. This weakness, the showing of emotion, often is referred to negatively. For me, it started at a young age, but I most remember the competitive spirit in little league baseball.

And there was one bat toss I remember. The final bat toss. I happened like this...After a strikeout in fifth grade, I huffed back to the dugout. My head down. I was angry.

I pitched the bat sideways, the way you throw a hook ball in bowling. Quickly spinning, like a tight spiral, the bat headed for the chain linked fence, then caromed back, landing at the feet of the on-deck hitter. My teammate.

I remember thinking.

I just messed up.

I wasn’t reprimanded right then.
The inning was complete. Here comes Casey’s West skipper, Dick Bergstrom.

I grab my glove, a red-tinted Rawlings. Then jog out of the dugout, on a line toward shortstop. Bergstrom waves me to his side. I stand there. He says nothing.

He then waves another player to shortstop.  Where am I going to play?
Bergstrom points to the bench.
I’m going to play the bench. Off I go. Red-tinted Rawlings and I trek back to the bench, even with thermometer standard for summer, the bench was cold.

Right there, between Larry Peterson and Bergstrom, I sat.

For two innings, I spectated.
During that time I mulled the bat throwing indecent. The first inning, I was pissed at Bergstrom. How could he bench me? It wasn’t that bad, I barely tossed the bat? I didn’t hurt anyone.

This was me being young.
The skipper knew what he was doing, teaching a lesson.

By inning two, I went from anger to remorse. From that day forward, I did not throw a bat. I’m not saying over the next seven years, I didn’t slam an aluminum Omaha on the bat rack with a little extra authority.

That’d be lying.

In high school, I chucked black helmets. And in college, I threw blue helmets. I guess, in college, I waited, normally, until I could get behind the dugout, away from others. I don’t condone the actions, but the act was hashed in competitive spirit.

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